Clumsy & probably never going to get married…

I decided to play an eight-year-old kid today and fall and skin my knee.  At least I was wearing jeans, so it’s not so bad.  Though I did get my favorite jeans a little bloody But anyway, this IS something I would do… what can I say?  I’m forever clumsy…

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On a completely different note, it seems like my fear of never finding a guy JUST might come true…

The Sonnet Deliberate Gentle Love Dreamer (DGLD) Romantic, hopeful, and composed. You are the Sonnet. Get it? Composed? Sonnets want Love and have high ideals about it. They’re conscientious people, caring & careful. You yourself have deep convictions, and you devote a lot of thought to romance and what it should be. This will frighten away most potential mates, but that’s okay, because you’re very choosy with your affections anyway. You’d absolutely refuse to date someone dumber than you, for instance. Lovers who share your idealized perspective, or who are at least willing to totally throw themselves into a relationship, will be very, very happy with you. And you with them. You’re already selfless and compassionate, and with the right partner, there’s no doubt you can be sensual, even adventurously so. You probably have lots of female friends, and they have a special soft spot for you. Babies do, too, at the tippy-top of their baby skulls. Your exact female opposite: Genghis Khunt Random Brutal Sex Master Always avoid: The 5-Night Stand (DBSM), The False Messiah (DBLM), The Hornivore (RBSM), The Last Man on Earth (RBSD) Consider: The Loverboy (RGLM)

Link: The Online Dating Persona Test @ OkCupid – free online dating

Uh-oh!  I’m going to frighten off most potential mates?!  This does NOT bode well for me… darn it!

Procrastination and Japan

Why do I procrastinate so much?  I’m ridiculous.  I’m going home on Friday, and I have to turn in all my study abroad stuff in… which also means I have to track down random people to get signatures, etc.  And Japan’s whole visa thing is so complicated!!  I don’t know if it’s because I suck at this, or if it really is this hard, but… gahh.

On another note, going through this entire process has really started to get to me.  I mean, this means I’ll be away from home for an entire year in a country where I can barely speak the language.  In one sense, it’s really exciting, and I can’t wait.  On the other hand, I’m starting to get freaked out.  I mean, how am I going to survive?  I’ve always wanted to think of myself as fairly independent, but now that this is actually happening… I don’t know how true that is.  No family, no friends, and not even much English for a year.  Well, I guess I’ll just have to wait and see how everything plays out…

Hello?

I think I spent a good hour trying to find a username that wasn’t taken.  And then I spent another half hour trying to pick a layout.  I was planning to sleep three hours ago.  I’m exhausted.  Having gotten through the day on water, ginger ale, and a few saltine crackers doesn’t help the tiredness, though that two-hour nap did, I have to admit.  My tummy is grumbling and angry that I won’t feed it.  But I don’t want tonight to be anything like last night, so I’m just going to have to tough it out.  Anyway, I’ve been up far longer than I planned to be… and just because of this goshdarn blog.  Sheesh.  So goodnight–or morning, if you want to get technical.